A Rag Doll’s Bible

.i am a woman, i can rock.

I am woman, hear me roar

In numbers too big to ignore

And I know too much to go back an’ pretend

’cause I’ve heard it all before

And I’ve been down there on the floor

No one’s ever gonna keep me down again

I’m gonna live it up

I’ll never give it up

I’m gonna spread the news around the block

It ain’t no shock…

the girl can rock..

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damn…

damn…

i rili cannot study in the afternoon!!!!!!!!

it’s just not my "up" time…

how am i gonna finish the o level syllabus in time?!?!

ok..ok..ok..

i shall change my sleeping habit…

i’ll sleep in the afternoon..

then mug up from nite till the morning the next day…

tat’ll be betta…

haix…haix…haix…

i feel crushed…

i noe…

i rili cant bid goodbye to friendster..

but heck..

nvm…

*putzang hirap ng buhay pag puno ng istres*

someone kill me…

prelims is lyk in less than 2 weeks..

n im slackin arnd here in complab…

tis is e prob wen there is no prep tym…

i have no control…

blush…blush…blush…

u noe wad i think?

u r my strawberry too.. and banana…

u r e person i luv n hu i want to be wif…

thnx u appreciate e gift..

it’s rili for u…

blush…blush…blush…

el n ss paper over…

screw my ss..

i didn finish it..

reason?

a very stupid mistake…

time miscalculation…

wyl i slowly wrote my ss seq..

i rushed thru my sbq..

thinking 35 mins was 45 mins…

fuck…

i understood ol e sources..

i totally threw e marks away…

it’s over…

damn…

u rili hav a great impact on me…

just chatting wif u 10 mins ago…

has made my day complete…

u r so addictive…

wad r u?

drugs?

i wanna go ACS IB…

i want it..

badly….

but i’ll just let..

the dice of chance roll..

n take me..

to where it thinks i shud be…

but please..

i pray…

do not forsake me…

ive gotta end now..

and mug…

mug…

mug…

wake me up when november ends…

pay attention my love cause it’s over ..

at the tip of my tongue,

is the price you weren’t willing to pay…

still this is something akin to a breakdown…

and your impression of a woman,

supposed to be easy to see…

there’d be torn up photos and lonely nights…

cursing..

crying…

oh broken promises for broken hearts…

when you look back now was it special?

or was it nothing but anecdote,

that you can tell now and then?

I delude myself it was worth it…

even though from the beginning,

I could see exactly how it would end…

I wanna wish you away…

I wanna kiss you away…

he’s gone…

he left…

yet i did not get to witness…

feel..

his vanishing presence..

the slightest would have at least…

numbed the searing pain of the heart…

my world is once agen wholly black and white…

i will long for the blue of it…

my only hue…

youd be long gone…

long.. long… long…

gone…

i chose to keep quiet….

im rili baffled….

are we moving forward?

or backwards?

it seemed as tho as time passes by,…

the more n more i see it….

do we rili have the same frequency?…

coz i rili think we r heading different directions…

we dun think the same….

i cant appreciate your difference…

i dun think u appreciate mine too…

we r…

sumtyms…

both dominant…

or…

both submissive…

there’s no flow…

everything’s turbulent…

damn….

i keep wondering..

all these times…

if we did hav e chemistry…

did we ever…?

id just stay still…

at least..

tat’ll keep things together…

or…

apart?

hu noes?

screw tis lyf…

guess wad?!?

i hav a sister!!!!

:D:D:D

her names An-Ni…

wif e dash….

she’s a cute black pig..

wow..

she got mommy’s genes!!!

yipeee!!

hihihi…

life feels so much betta…

:))

12th August 2006

What: ASEAN Dance 2006

Where: Grand Copthorne Hotel

Time:6.30 PM- 11.00 PM

Attire: Celebrity Glamour

Theme: Masquerade

…slow dance…

the music sux…

…very weird…

i dun think my parents noe those songs…

but tat’z olrite…

the fast dance…

absolute fun…

the music was so shiok…

gone wild…

even "flirt-danced" with a thai junior…

a thai guy junior…

not just any dance..

dirty dancing..

sexy moves..

swaying hips…

hu cares?

i was very high…

besyds…

they pushed me towards him..

so just let the beat..

control me….

prom queen…

a filipina..

once agen…

Maria Cielito Austria Yao…

u deserve it girl..

u got the edge..

and the personality…

the body, the face…

the sense of humour…

perfect…

that wat makes u stand out among the rest..

:))

meet our crazy batch…

we r not complete tho…

i dunno wer the others were..

probably dancing..

socialising..

dance… dance… dance…

go wild….

it’s a language…

don’t let anything stop u…

u have the right..

everyone has the right to dance…

it’s just a matter of whether u rili want it..

i want it…

no one can stop me…